頑張る /ganbaru/ : to persevere, to persist, to keep at it, to hang on, to hold out, to do one’s best
It was only many months later, when my understanding of Japanese language and culture was far more advanced, that my perspective started to change slowly.
At the time I was studying at a Japanese language school in the weekdays and juggling two jobs. My free time amounted to two afternoons. I had to use that time to practice, but I also needed to rest and relax. I started feeling guilty every time I went for a walk or met a friend. Every time I stayed in to do my homework I felt like I was missing out. Soon enough I lost my sleep and started having anxiety attacks.
People noticing black circles under my eyes could only offer a mindless ganbatte
What does “ganbatte” really mean?
Ganbaru in Japan isn’t only to do your best, but it extends beyond that. You have to stoically endure whatever comes your way, put up with it because that is what everyone expects.
The word is formed by two kanji. The first 頑 (gan) indicates stubbornness, firmness and obstination. 張る (
It’s close to the term 我慢
People often consider these terms as positive, but it’s easy to see how harmful they can become when you take them too far.
In Japanese companies, long hours of overtime are the norm. This causes the tragic phenomenon of 過労死 (karoshi), death from overwork, which reportedly is a risk for a fifth of the Japanese workforce.
The same mindset, however, is the reason behind Japan’s resilience and the strength of its social fabric even in the face of natural disasters.
It took me a long time to find the right balance. Months of dull stubbornness when waking up was a struggle and depression was eating pieces of my life. It took a friend who finally told me 諦めてもいいよ！ akiramete mo ii yo! it is ok to give up sometimes when you can’t take it anymore. I asked my employer to have Saturdays off. It sounds like a small thing, but it helped me to start breathing again. And to do my best, for real.
I had to immerse myself in Japanese culture and to learn the many nuances of its language to understand all the implications hiding behind the ubiquitous concept of ganbatte. In the process, I learned a lot about myself too. I became kinder and more understanding of my own weaknesses.
I still say ganbatte to myself, but in a much softer voice now.
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